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Thursday, March 6, 2014

Ash Wednesday 2014: Our Sins, God's Judgment, and the Way of Repentance

A sermon preached at the noon Ash Wednesday service at Holy Spirit Anglican Church, March 5th, 2014.


                According to Billboard charts, the most successful and popular rock band of 2013 was the band Imagine Dragons.  Although they have been performing for a number of years, last year their songs took the charts by storm and they claimed most of the top music awards for their genre.  One of their current songs is entitled, Demons, and it contains within it some important theological truth. One such truth is contained in the end of the first verse and then on into the chorus.  The band sings,
I wanna hide the truth
I wanna shelter you
But with the beast inside
There’s nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

All of us will admit that there is evil in the world.  We need little proof and little convincing of that.  But that there is evil in ourselves, within us, that we might be the problem; to that idea we give a considerable amount of resistance.  Yet, this song pushes this very point.  We’re told that the beast is inside, that the evil around us is a result of our kingdoms come.  When the singer hurts others, does wrong, he tells the audience to look inside him, for that is where the problem is.  That is where his demons hide. 
                I’m not sure what kind of music the prophet Joel would have liked, but he would certainly give a hearty amen to the message of this song.  Joel and all Scripture agrees that evil is within us, that we are the source of much of the problems in the world.  Joel would indeed agree that we should look inside, for that is where our demons hide.  Joel confronts us on this Ash Wednesday with the message that we are sinful, and that because of these sins the judgment of God is coming.  Yet, also in our reading we are mercifully invited upon the path of repentance.
                The book of Joel comes to us right after the book of Hosea, another prophet of the Old Testament.  Both are a part of the collection of prophets at the end of the Old Testament which are commonly called the Minor Prophets.  They are not minor because their message is unimportant, however, but because they are much smaller in comparison to the larger prophets of Isaiah, Jeremiah, and Ezekiel.  One of the unique things about this collection of the Minor Prophets is that there are many markers that we are supposed to read them as a single unit.  And so, Joel comes to us with a message of blowing a trumpet in Zion after Hosea has already exposed our unfaithfulness to God.  With powerful and provocative images, Hosea lays our hearts bare.  Listen to these words from Hosea 4; “My people consult a wooden idol, and a diviner's rod speaks to them. A spirit of prostitution leads them astray; they are unfaithful to their God.  They sacrifice on the mountaintops and burn offerings on the hills, under oak, poplar and terebinth, where the shade is pleasant. Therefore your daughters turn to prostitution and your daughters-in-law to adultery.”  And in Hosea 6, “As at Adam, they have broken the covenant; they were unfaithful to me there.  Gilead is a city of evildoers, stained with footprints of blood.  As marauders lie in ambush for a victim, so do bands of priests; they murder on the road to Shechem, carrying out their wicked schemes.  I have seen a horrible thing in Israel: There Ephraim is given to prostitution, Israel is defiled.”  And finally in Hosea 10, “Israel was a spreading vine; he brought forth fruit for himself. As his fruit increased, he built more altars; as his land prospered, he adorned his sacred stones.  Their heart is deceitful, and now they must bear their guilt. The LORD will demolish their altars and destroy their sacred stones.  Then they will say, ‘We have no king because we did not revere the LORD. But even if we had a king, what could he do for us?’  They make many promises, take false oaths and make agreements; therefore lawsuits spring up like poisonous weeds in a plowed field.” 
                It is a sorry image.  Lies, murder, deceit, rebellion, and idolatry.  The image which is used repeatedly in Hosea, from which the NIV shies away, is of a prostitute.  Israel has made vows to God as a bride makes vows to a husband, yet she has chased after other gods, other pleasures, other lovers.  And yet, are we any better.  How many of us carry deceit in our hearts?  How many of us have openly rebelled against the demands which God has for our lives?  How many of us, either overtly or covertly, have replaced God with an idol in the altar of our hearts?  Is it sex?  Money?  Success?  Fame?  “Our hearts are idol factories,” Martin Luther said; can any of us say otherwise?
                With these words, Hosea cuts into us to reveal our sinfulness.  We are sinful, we are sinners.  In the word of Imagine Dragons, our demons are inside of us.  It is a hard message to hear, and an even harder one is that, because of our sins, the judgment of God is coming.  We hear at the beginning of our reading from Joel 2, “Let all who live in the land tremble, for the day of the LORD is coming. It is close at hand—a day of darkness and gloom, a day of clouds and blackness. Like dawn spreading across the mountains a large and mighty army comes, such as never was in ancient times nor ever will be in ages to come.”  If we can convince ourselves that we are indeed sinful, the tendency is for us to wink at our sin.  To say that it is not so bad, or even to say that God is not so worried about it.  But the whole Bible, and especially Joel 2 contradicts these tendencies.  Sin is very serious, and God is serious when he says that he will judge it.  The image which Joel uses, which is a common one in the Bible, is the day of the Lord.  This was a day to which the prophets looked when all would be made well, when righteousness and justice would rule upon the earth, when God would intervene in his creation, powerfully and dramatically.  But they were not looking at that day through rose colored glasses.  They knew that God coming in justice meant that he would judge all sin and wrongdoing, and that is a fearful thing.  Joel calls it a day of darkness and gloom, a day of clouds and blackness.  These aren’t the images one would use if God was simply going to wink at what we have done.  His judgment will come quickly, like how quick the dawn rises upon the mountains.  Joel speaks of an awesome army as the manifestation of this judgment.  In the part of the chapter which our reading omitted, this army is described further.  Fire goes before them, and behind, devouring the land, which tells us of the totality of destruction.  Before them peoples are in anguish, all faces grow pale, like warriors they charge, they scale walls, they burst through walls, into houses, through windows.  Nowhere is safe from their grasp.  In verse 10 we find that so horrifying is this judgment, and so total, that it is as if the created order is ripped apart; “The earth quakes before them; the heavens tremble.  The sun and moon are darkened, and the stars withdraw their shining.”  The God who cannot abide evil in his creation, which he pronounced very good.  When he comes, he will exact true and just punishment. 
                The message of God’s judgment is not popular, nor is it a relaxing one.  But would we want it any other way?  In our earthly judges, we expect that the person will punish injustice when it is brought before her with the punishment which befits the crime.  Yet, somehow, we expect that God who is perfectly just, will punish those we don’t like but give us a pass.  The reason often given for this is that we are nicer people, we’re good, we’re not like them.  Well, I would refer you to point one of this sermon.  We are all sinful, all of us have transgressed.  So what are we to do?  We have sinned and God is just; the writing seems to be on the wall.  Yet, there is more to this story.  The character of God which Joel is revealing to us is not just one who is perfectly just, but one who is perfectly merciful as well.  And based upon this mysterious tension which only God can make work, we are invited upon the path of repentance.
                “Yet, even now.”  No words bring more relief than these.  Even now.  Even in the face of our unfaithfulness, of our spiritual adultery, of our sin.  Even in the face of God’s impending judgment which is quickly coming.  Yet, even now, “return to me with all your heart, declares the Lord.”  One can hear the call of the spurned lover, the Lord God who joyously wed himself to his people, knowing our sins and faults.  “Return to me.”  God reminds us of the depths of his love.  He uses the description of himself which he first used on the holy mountain in Exodus when he first took Israel as his own.  “Return to the LORD your God, for he is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in love, and he relents from sending calamity.”  God is just, but he is also full of grace and compassion.  He gives to us what we do not deserve and withholds from us what we, in our sins, do deserve.  And because of this, he calls us to repent.
                He calls us to rend our hearts, that place where our demons hide; open the darkest parts of our lives to him through confession; bring it to him that he may shine his light upon it.  He calls for the people to show their repentance through outward acts; through fasting, weeping, and mourning.  God does not want empty ceremonies, bare ritual, but he knows that we are embodied people, and that anything going on ‘inside’ of us, in our hearts or minds, will be shown outwardly. 
                Traditionally, Christians have observed Ash Wednesday and the season of Lent with various practices.  Today most of us will have ashes imposed upon our foreheads.  Many of us will being Lenten fasts, abstaining from certain things for the 40 days of Lent.  Some will take up practices.  Historically, some went on pilgrimages, others devoted themselves to prayer and contemplation.  And while all of these are open to being emptied of meaning, yet they can also be powerful outward manifestations of our inward repentance.  It is a sign to us, to the world, and to the Lord God of the sincerity of our remorse and our desperation for his mercy. 
                Perhaps the most famous of Jesus’ parables is the Parable of the Prodigal Son.  In this story, Jesus speaks of a younger son who runs off from home with his inheritance and squanders it in a far off land.  He finds himself feeding pigs and envying the pigs of their wealth and comfort, compared to the poverty which he has brought upon himself.  Jesus tells us that he comes to his senses and decides to turn back and walk the path home, there to entreat his humiliated father for mercy.  Ash Wednesday reminds all of us that we are in a pig sty.  When we go our own way, and who among us hasn’t gone our own way, when we have our kingdom come, we end up in slop and misery.  Ash Wednesday is also that point of us coming to our senses and starting the trip home to our father, hoping there to find mercy and grace.  So let us embark upon this journey, recognizing our sinfulness, and God’s perfect justice; let us take up our merciful God’s invitation to walk the path of repentance.  And who knows, as we near the end of this forty days, will we find a merciful God?  As you all know from walking this path before, yet, we will find mercy, and in measure beyond compare.  For at the end of this trip, is a Holy Week, a Way of a Cross, which gives us further insight into the justice and mercy of God.  But that is down the road.  For now, we need to take the first step, to remember that we are but dust, sinful, and in desperate need of God’s mercy and grace.

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